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It's exactly 9:52 in the evening of Nov. 14.. Right now, i feel something WEIRD. something that i'm not supposed to feel. maybe, my being sensitive is starting again. gaaah! i always feel that i'm alone. my friends are going somewhere.. somewhere that i can't find them. oh, i thing they're already gone. sheesh.

14, the number for my group. 14 stands for our monthsarie numbe. but, what happened? it's 14 today and they don't even bother to greet! mygoood. what the hell? shit. i kepp on telling to myself that.. they're busy doing speeches for their debates, they don't have load. but, what now? they keep on sending group messages.. oh c'mon, what's going on?

i don't know if there's wrong with me.


i'm now welcoming myself to blogspot. i hope i can always release my feelings, either hard or good. i hope that, i can express here my feelings in a way that only a FEW knows :)