Senior

okay. it's a Sunday today. so many things to do, so many things to understand. there's an assignment there, there's a project there, there's a reporting there and blah blah! i hate senior life. but sometimes, i realize that i love being a senior already :P (ano raw? ha ha ha.)

being a senior is NOT EASY. not just because of the subjects.. merely because of time. it's hard to manage it especially when you're busy. BUSY! tss. at the same time, you have many problems. gaaaah! since i became a senior student, i don't have any time anymore to my friends. especially with my BEST BUDS! mygooood. i can't do anything.. i want to be with them all the time. but then and again, i can't. i'm on the second floor of the building. while they are on the ground floor. sheeesh. i miss them, really. it's been months that we're not together. i mean, unlike last time. recess, lunch, dsmissal.. we're always together. ALWAYS.

as time passes, i'm already getting used to it. maybe also them. because as i can see, they're not that affected anymore. i'm not sad about that. i'm happy for them. because i can see them happy without my presence. i know that i'm not only their friend.


<3 laziness strikes me!